Idk who I am anymore, when I'm home it's a 50/50 chance my smile is true but I can't be happy today. I found someone i loved is basically a whole different person from me. I thought she was the one. But I was wrong. And I truly am happy for her. But that means I am alone now. So fuck, idk why I'm writing this. Just fuck it. I'm no longer Arnold. I'm Alone.